Come back please!

It is 3.30 am in the morning...
and I am still awaken for assignments..
Both of the due date fall at the same date, same time..
It is two assignments..
Gosshh...mr.assignment mr.assignment...u gonna kill me...
Where are you? Where are you?
My assignment mood~~come back to me please..
I need motivation strongly now !!
Seriously!!!

Kwan Shin Nee, Kwan Shin Nee..
You should start counting how many days left from the due date..
Please..please...keep those stupid thoughts away from your mind
and concentrate or else you gonna fail then!!

Yeah..I should have thrown all the things inside the recycle bin
shouldn't thinking it over and over again...
It is the only chances given
Look forward!!!!
Yea yea...Move on~!!!


PR 3001 & PR 2002
I gonna beat you down!!!

或许，现在只能成为最熟悉的陌生人。

Shall it?

Is this the way it should end?
Is this the way it should begin?

Is it is really over?
Is it too late to come back?

I wish it could begin again.
I wish to hold, just for one more time.

Shall it?

Maybe

Maybe they are right.
Maybe I did get my hopes up too high.
Maybe I was in over my head.
Maybe I am the stupid one for ever thinking it again and again.

I am just failed to get over it.

Say GO !!

I discovered every post of mine seem to be like...abit emo...haha..
Yeah..couldn't deny that blogging come only to my mind when I am moody
Haha..alright..gonna change the habit..updated my blog often!!
It's good for myself to review it in the future, isn't?

Well, I've just finish with the first week of my semester 2..
However there are lot of assignments pop-ing in..
3 subjects have to be taken for this sem and know what
One of the subject given FOUR assignments ..
While the other 2 subjects each given TWO assignments..
It means that I have to complete total of 8 assignments within four months..
It equal to 2 assignments per month leh...
Ohh...gosh...i don't know how I going to face it later..
Shall I went through it successfully?

Furthermore, another subject have to be taken starting April in morning class, where known as top up paper..
Not even dare to think how many assignments,tests gonna be given...
Supposed to take two subjects this sem..
But I am worry I couldn't get cope with it..
So due to safety..decided to have another subject taken after this sem.

I really gonna make myself more motivated..in order to have at least a satisfy result to go smoothly...
No more laziness ..!


I am the one chosen the road and I am the ONLY one to make everything goes right..
I have to be responsible for myself..to my family as well..
Hopefully things goes smoothly as I wished..


GOOD LUCK to me & all my friends...

Drowning

The feeling is up and down
Can't express it through a way and to be frank... I really hate it!

I wish i could ignore as i can..
but something not just say ignore then things will disappear...
Be strong be tough is the only things I could say through words...

In fact, I am just not as tough as what I thought...

The Last Words

After a month after it, I know it is the time to stop struggling

And the time for my last tear to fall and smile again

I taken everything out tonight

Every single thing that belong to us

Went through all the letters, messages, emails, pictures and video once again

The memories came across my mind then

The days on how we being stranger to a friend and after that being more than a friend

The Birthdays, the 1st Christmas, the 1st trip, the 1st album, the valentines...

The days that we ever spent together..

There were so so so much sweet and beautiful memories created

I found something and felt something unique

Although the ending wasn’t like what we hoped for

Yeah it is hurt and pain enough inside but the time gonna make everything right

The precious memories will last forever...

I would like to say Thank You...

For stepping into my life and being the special one

For melting the soul.. and showing what love actually is

For showing me a part of myself that I have never seen

We were young and dumb

But it still was fun and I guess these things just tend to fall apart

Hope you feel the same...

It is gone but not forgotten

The good moment will be missed and keeping inside...

I wish you are doing the best in your journey

Forever and Always…..

It may not be heard but the wish will always be around...

P/s: Baby I will miss you. Please just don’t forget about us.

The tears is dropping again this time uncontrolled but with promise it’s gonna be the last time.