Dilemma

I don't know how real it is.
I don't know how sincere it is.
I am in doubt of everything that is so not real.

Should I be waiting for those days?
Are those words really worth enough to be trusted?
These are all the question that came into my head.
I am doubt.

Inside
It is struggling..
The angel persuade me to take away all the fears
while the same time there is a devil seem to keep all my courage

After it all I am afraid of getting hurt after experienced once.
I am afraid of bearing the pain anymore.

and yes
I am so doubt right now.