Need You Now

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reachin for the phone cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

woah woaaah.
Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin at all
It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now
I just need you now
Ooo, baby, I need you now


PS: Falling in love with this song. And I guess I am.

I Will

I wish I could have higher EQ
To ignore things that I wished for
I wish to forget
Pretending that it never came into my life

I know I have made another mistakes
I know I shouldn't have acted that way
I should stay a little tougher

I don't know such little things will beat me down
Really hate myself when turning into this way

I know I should start ignore from now
I know I gonna delete everything
Keeping inside even hurts more

I know you are not longer you
I know you ain't care anymore
I know I should let go of everything
It is worthless to hold it, to keep it anymore

I know I will be.
It's just the matter of time
Allow me to cry, to cry loudly tonight

I know after tonight
I will still be missing
I will still be crying
But this time I gonna make things right.



Heart is dying

放手

这是一篇写给与自己的文章

其实
不想欺骗自己

其实
还会哭

其实
很想告诉你
真的还想着
真的还爱着
心还真的会隐隐作痛

其实
还在期待什么？
还在渴望什么？

其实
真的哭过就会好了吗？

以为可以真的无所谓
以为可以像想象中的坚强

或许
从一开始
根本就不应该存着什么期待
因 曾经的精彩
已经再不属于我们
真的应该学习怎样放手
真正的放手

真的
这一回
曾经拥有过的一切
都将挥挥手走出我生命了
往后再不相干 再不牵绕
再没有眼泪 再没有抱怨
也在不需要等待了

是时候
放手吧

Hello April, Good bye March

Hello April =D

Finally!!
Get done with the both assignments which needed to pass up on the same due date..
praying for the grades...hopefully it won't be too bad..
Is actually having a temporary short breath now..
Tougher time is coming soon..

Now, I know what is the different between diploma and degree..
Diploma is a time where we can play HARDLY, while studying..
Things totally changed when come to degree..
Lots of stress..pressure is around..
Whatever...no more turning back...
I need to walk through and confront with all the obstacles...

March has been a very busy month for me..
Was studying, working, and hanging around in the same time..haha..
meeting with some new people...
yet I do love this life..
at least i do have my time filled up with things..

I need some changes in order to grow up...
I need to overcome with all the weaknesses on me(too much)..and trying to be the best of myself~~
All I need is just time...to prove on...something.