I Will

I wish I could have higher EQ
To ignore things that I wished for
I wish to forget
Pretending that it never came into my life

I know I have made another mistakes
I know I shouldn't have acted that way
I should stay a little tougher

I don't know such little things will beat me down
Really hate myself when turning into this way

I know I should start ignore from now
I know I gonna delete everything
Keeping inside even hurts more

I know you are not longer you
I know you ain't care anymore
I know I should let go of everything
It is worthless to hold it, to keep it anymore

I know I will be.
It's just the matter of time
Allow me to cry, to cry loudly tonight

I know after tonight
I will still be missing
I will still be crying
But this time I gonna make things right.



Heart is dying